Posted by OneGoodRoad on December 3, 2008, at 18:49:19
In reply to Intense Tranference with my T, posted by OneGoodRoad on December 2, 2008, at 19:32:04
Thanks everyone for your responses. To my surprise and delight, just having this support helped a great deal.
I had another session today and we discussed the issue further and it seems she has calmed down quite a bit.. though she still sees a google search as an invasion of her privacy. I don't think she is gonna change on this one.
She thinks I will do anything to not have to focus on my pain, which includes googling her!
While I am here feeling that I am in love with her she contends that it is just me trying to cope with my pain. I know she is right. It is hard to let it go. So hard that I think it's impossible and how many times can I just bring up the same old stuff with my T?
Confession: I have BPD and have gone off my meds. I told my T that I am not taking my meds and she is very concerned and says I am out of control right now. I will start my meds again tomorrow.
Thanks All.
OGR
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