Posted by Amanda29 on October 15, 2008, at 17:32:48
In reply to Re: hugs in therapy, posted by FindingMyDesire on October 15, 2008, at 17:26:36
Thank you. :) My finding other relationships is extremely hard for me beacuse as I told him 3 weeks ago..I am afraid to live and afraid to grow...so that makes it difficult for me to break out of my fear and take risks...which makes it difficult for me to meet new people and make new friends if I am not able to get out and look..you know? I have a severe fear of doing anything..it is really weird...and it is all because I am lonely and I feel like I am alone in the world and who would ever want to be friends with me...so I live with my dogs and my cat and I am my own best friend and worst enemy...and I turned to eating as my source of comfort which is really bad...because all it does is cause more harm than good. But luckily with being sick, I have had to eat healthy.
I am rather nervous about hugging him tomorrow..if he hugs me first...but, I know it is for me to feel accepted...and "Loved". Which is something that I don't get or hear anymore.
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