Posted by rskontos on August 18, 2008, at 15:14:17
In reply to Therapy tomorrow (**suicide triggers**), posted by Wittgensteinz on August 18, 2008, at 9:04:48
Oh Witti,
This is so strange. I was sitting at the doctor's office awaiting her to see me, and I was thinking about you. Wondering how you were and I told myself when I get home I am going to try to email or babblemail you and what happens is I open babble to try and search for you and here is this thread. I guess I had you on my mind for a reason.
I am so sorry you have been in such a bad place. ((((((Witti))))))
It is so hard to be alone and hurting. I wished you had told him just how bad you were feeling but you did not.Now I have two thoughts. The first is this, I think or thought that at first it is hard and maybe not fair for him to tell you that you can only work with him if you promise not to do this. I think a better tactic is for you and him to discuss deeply how and why you might be feeling this low. Maybe he can help you come up with some things to do, versus just to promise not to. I am not sure a promise is all that it will take, since you did attempt it again. Maybe if you knew you could call anytime you felt like you might feel like you have some to turn to.
Then I thought after thinking some more, maybe he is just really trying to scare you and might not follow through with the I can't continue to work with you if this happens, I think he cares about you very deeply. I think this really scares him, but still you need some guidance on what to do.
I am glad so thankful you did call the emergency number.
Please get some help. I don't wånt to lose you.
rsk
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