Posted by Amanda29 on August 3, 2008, at 22:33:22
In reply to Re: Borderline Personality Disorder..NOT learned » Amanda29, posted by Dinah on August 3, 2008, at 22:28:53
Well, dont congradulate me just yet...I did this weekend have a lapse and used vicodin and valium. I am ashamed at myself because I was doing so well. But i am hurting SO MUCH. I Cannot stand to live with myself. I know I probably sound like the biggest baby...but im not handling being mentally ill and I have been like this pretty much all my life...and but now that it has been officially diagnosed, I am a mess. My last therapist terminated me because she said I was too messed up to receive help from her or my psychiatrist...so I am scared to death that my therapist is going to eventually say that....
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