Posted by Amanda29 on August 3, 2008, at 19:54:53
In reply to Re: Borderline Personality Disorder.., posted by healing928 on August 3, 2008, at 19:40:53
My therapist told me he wanted me to make a goal to be in a relationship by the end of August. My thing is this, who would want to be with me? I cannot hold a relationship with ANYONE. I have social anxiety I am scared to go out in public, I have a fear of rejection and abandonment..I am a walking mess...how can he expect that from me?
I am scared to be in a realtionship because I have been rejected so many times and I dont want to get in one, for him to find out how messed up I am ..and for him to leave me. I just wouldnt be able to handle it.I believe there is someone for everyone, but I dont know if it is true for me.
I hate to think that I will be alone the rest of my life and that I will die alone all because of my mental illnesses.
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