Posted by B2chica on May 15, 2008, at 11:54:14
In reply to Re: sessions and remembering » B2chica, posted by rskontos on May 15, 2008, at 9:56:01
well i didn't hear the birds i saw them i even see them now that's the one thing i CLEARLY remember it's at the end of session and the cloud is clean and sparkling and bright and it is filled with birds blue birds and i remember thinking of the birds like from cinderella. yes to make me feel safe that i do know is right. T wanted me to fill the cloud. HEY you just made me remember something! my T wanted me to fill the cloud with something that's why it was filled with birds. i pick birds because alone they are beautiful and they sing but together they freak out when anything bad comes even close to near. and they flutter and dive and peck.
THANKS.THANK YOU for telling me about how you can answer your daughters question and still not know what was going on.
i'm just so afraid people don't believe me like i'm a big liar. i think its mostly cuz i just dont' understand it myself and if i can't believe myself how can i expect others to. but if T asked before if i remember i always said yes, because i kinda did, i remembered visuals, but the fact is many times i wouldn't remember crap from the conversation and i hated that cuz i thought it was important.well i just emailed T cuz i have nervous knots in my tummy all morning and their getting worse. to see if i can see her today. i told her i feel like i have to see her like something is unfinished but i don't know what. i see pdoc at 2:00 so she said to swing by after that. she has a client at 3:30 so it may not be a full session but at least we can touch base. and she thinks she may know what's unfinished...
so we'll see....
THANKS RK!!!!
i really needed to talk to another person with DD today.
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