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Posted by B2chica on May 16, 2008, at 8:25:34

In reply to Re: sessions and remembering B2chica, posted by rskontos on May 15, 2008, at 18:29:50

my pdoc was of course 1/2 hour late so i was running late getting to meet T. luckily so was she. she called me just as she was leaving her other location , funny i was just leaving pdocs so we met almost at exact same time at office.
first i had to talk about pdocs appt., then we talked about yesterday's session cuz i didn't know what was up but she thought she did. she told me that i came in cuz of the cloud that was around me dark and filled with people/spirits of those that had hurt me. we took them out one by one and sent them to the light, Gods light and sent them to God so he could keep them and fix them and sometimes angels had to help get them there so they would no longer be behind/around me. and before they left i would if i needed to say to them what i needed to say to them. when the cloud was empty we cleaned it and filled it with protective birds.

but what T thought it was, was at the end i was uncomfortable and such because i had never been 'without them' before. they have always surrounded littleone and middleone. and it was that sense that followed me through to the next day that made me feel scared and uncomfortable and nervous.

T said she had a really hard time pulling me out of it and i do remember that. i told her about my not being sure i was littleone the whole time, and she said she new, she could tell, but i told her i didn't know who else cuz i wasn't 'me'. and she knew, she thought it was middle one, and that felt right and i think that's why my memory gets mushed is when i switch between parts during session or i'm in and out or in between my memory gets mushed. but i DO remember the end and not wanting to 'leave' and well littleone had a tantrum and stomping her feet and kicked the wall cuz she didn't want to 'go away'.

sorry i went on like this.
thank you all for listening. its just your the ONLY place i can even talk about this stuff. and its nice to talk about it. and not be a freak.

thank you all!




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