Posted by rskontos on May 12, 2008, at 11:30:14
In reply to Anytime after Tuesday is ok with me. (nm), posted by Dinah on May 12, 2008, at 9:28:26
I think so many of us suffer this in silence. I have no really had much of a weight problem until I took AD's and many now that i am approaching menopause. For me, it was an always has been a lack of confidence, self esteem, whatever you want to call it. It was not tied to my looks because my family made damn sure of that. My mother used hers according to her family to get what she wanted and they made sure her daughters did not. So we grew up not thinking we looked one way or the other. I could not flirt because i was afraid of being like my mother. And I watched her from way too young. One lover after another. She took her when she went out of town with them. Did my father know hell if I know. So my own self of self is so wacked I think nothing about myself . And now I think I am a waste of nothingness and it is getting worse. Do I share this with sleepy man (T) hell no.
And now I feel fat to boot. Hell of a place to be in. So let me know when the chat is too. Not that I think I can be saved as this point but it would be nice to chat with everyone I think. I will try not be a downer.
rsk
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