Posted by rskontos on April 1, 2008, at 20:13:47
In reply to if anything..., posted by llurpsienoodle on April 1, 2008, at 9:18:23
Ll, that's the thing, nothing preceded, I just awoke in the car, with no memories of the session and I wracked my brain and then got really scared. I wanted to call him but i had to go let my dogs out and then go pick up my son so I couldnt fall apart.
I then got like some faint images of stuff. Dreamy like. It was like the session was this faint dream I could not really put my finger on and more I pushed to remember, I got faint, sick to my stomach, and my legs felt like jelly. I thought if I had to stand I couldn't. And I marveled I could drive. Yet I did not feel my body. I kept touching my legs to make sure I was attached to them. I hate that feeling. And then later I left again at the doctors office. I awoke after we left. Today I have felt more normal. HaHa me saying I felt normal like I would know normal if it were walk up and smack me on the face. Poet needs to cyber slap me for even saying such a thing. I can't be normal I felt foggy. The rest of the day. And at certain times today even I know I could leave again if I did not concentrate on staying. So yes I do my grounding things but man yesterday nothing work.
But you are right my parts take care of me. LL, I have done this for so long that I no longer get scared. Believe me the first few times I did wig out.
Thanks for the hugs. And you most certainly do not sounds ignorant nor retarded. How could you say such a thing you sound very caring and supportive and I thank you for that!
I take back my second post of leaving Babble because of people who answered this post, like you Ll and the others. You guys showed me caring and that underneath everything if a person has people that care, it is the best no matter if they are on line or IRL.