Posted by rskontos on April 1, 2008, at 7:44:16
In reply to Re: Something weird is going on.....trigger maybelong » rskontos, posted by DAisym on March 31, 2008, at 20:49:39
Daisym, I know I should not go there. I am from some strange reason drawn there like a moth to the light. And Dr. Bob just doesn't get it. I told him how I felt and he did not get it :( why do I try.
Oh well.
The thing is I don't think I had an emotional one. I think the chatty one came out to prevent one. I vaguely remember chatty about pretty much nothing.
Just really bringing him up to date on I am not sure.And when I came back in the car I was scared and I thought WTF happened and I felt so weird, like I was floating, my legs felt like jelly. It was a good thing I was sitting down, i am not sure I could have stood up. It is amazing to me I could drive. I don't remember getting in the car and driving that far. Maybe vaguely like deja vu. Maybe sorta remember but not clearly. Like I should if I was present in reality.
I think they don't like the sleepy part and that is why they took over. Over the weekend one of them kept whispering in my ear how bad it is.
I know he is on medication and maybe that is making him sleepy.
I vaguely remember him bringing up an email I wrote to him about when I leave and I think that might have been when the switch occurred. I don't know this was perhaps the weirdest to date of my experiences.
Do you guys think the dissociative states can evolve into different ones than you experienced before?
I am not sure what happened just that something did. Because I truly felt so weird and it is something I have never experience before. I know this was not an emotional session. It was, I am not sure what it was but not really very anything. I find I am getting jumpy or loose again.
I find I have lows and highs. Sometimes I feel a little blended with my parts and then something like this happens and i feel even more fragmented.
I don't know sometimes I am not sure therapy is helping. I am not sure he gets it.
But thanks for replying.
rsk
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