Posted by rskontos on March 18, 2008, at 13:39:51
In reply to Re: Sorry, all I thought in my opening post.., posted by Daisym on March 18, 2008, at 2:54:33
Daisym, it is not that I am giving him credit for the health, but he has changed a function of the deputies and an administration function of the boards and has yet to announce it. When asked directly by many, he has yet to answer those queries. That is what upset me so much I think. I think too that we were all frightened that something would be so earthshattering that Dinah would quit over it, now she has worked it all out with Bob yet he still has not so much as a peep to all those that has directly asked him with emails and posts on the board, the administration board which is where these types of questions should be addressed. That being said, for some reason it took alot out of me. I cannot say why, as I said I even went so far as to discuss this in therapy the why it took so much out of me. I still don't have the answer. I just know it left me feeling weird, dissociative again, all during a time I was feeling much better. It was like a rug was yanked out from under me and I haven't a clue why. I have an alter that comes out during these times and I dislike her very much. She had been hidden, I like that too. She not one I control at all. I don't like when she is the one in the driver's set. She comes out when I feel the worst and now she is back and this was the trigger. I just don't get it. I was making good progress in therapy and now feel like I am at a standstill again. Anyway, I now have to try and recover lost ground and it makes me so mad. I am glad you value me. I value your posts even if I struggle to answer them these days. I am trying to make this work. I am trying to make anything work.
I will try to remain present in everything. I will.
Thanks for your posts everyone.
rsk
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