Posted by rskontos on March 15, 2008, at 0:18:07
Well, due to the administration issues, this board has felt loss to me. In fact, everything has felt lost. When ClearSkies posted her thread I finally posted to something other than Administration for the last 6 days. My voice had lost its will to be heard. Dr. Bob had robbed me of my ability to feel safe here. I am struggling now at home, in therapy and all my inners are out and trying to protect me. I just can't fight it and therapy is at a stand still. And Babble seems to far away now. I feel like a Lab Rat in a Dr. Bob experiment and appeal after appeal has gone unanswered so I must leave. Where to go I have no answer so I will drift aimlessly I guess. It saddens me as Babble has meant alot to me. I spent most of my therapy session on Thurs. telling my therapist how upset i was. But no answers were found. Not one. So WTF do I do. Leave I guess. I just am triggered by Dr. Bob's silence. I have nothing to say really. I have stopped posting virtually. Except at admin. And those go unanaswered by the one person that could have made it ok. So I hope all of you do well. I hope you find answers. I doubt I will. Be safe all.
Have a good year. take care. I am tired of being good, trying to be good and finding it doesn't work, and finding safe is an illusion once again.
Later gators.
rsk
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