Posted by alanjacobs on February 27, 2008, at 15:10:30
I dont know what to do.
I just want to be alone all the time. I am trying to live with my GF but i cant get past these thoughts of wanting to be alone. When I leave she gets very upset. I just dont want to know anyone anymore. I dont want to talk to or see anyone.
I stopped taking my meds like 4 months ago, Abilify and Prozac.
I started back at school got an A in my first class that was 3 months ago. I have an A in the class I am taking now but with a big test comming up I just dont want to study or go to class.
I wish i were dead all the time. Its what I think about before i finally fall asleep each night.
I dont care about myself, the only reason I do anything is to keep my parents and gf from worrying.
I stopped going to therapy for a few months but started againa bout a month ago. Its not helping. I am going to see my doc about meds on monday.
I really feel hopless
I didnt know where to post this.
poster:alanjacobs
thread:814996
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