Posted by LlurpsieNoodle on January 30, 2008, at 15:20:16
In reply to Re: I feel so alone- no T for 10 days » LlurpsieNoodle, posted by rskontos on January 28, 2008, at 19:39:17
My T is still outta commission (((T)))
I spoke with him briefly to set up another appt. He didn't sound good at all. I decided to spare him my anxieties "I've been better// I'm hanging in there"
so h comes back sunday and then I will see T on monday (cross your fingers)
I feel totally. ugh.
anxiety doesn't even begin to sum it up. I just want to overmedicate myself and go on a different kind of "med holiday". that would be counterproductive though. who would clean up the house?
I feel so deflated. disappointed. depressed. scared. Can I make it by myself? i just don't know how to put this in words.
every time I get my hopes up that I'll see T in a few days I'm disappointed. I just want to quit sometimes. quit everything.
I have to keep my mind out of dark places. I'm gonna take my prn's now and read muffly's post about anxiety.
so very very shaky and trembling
ugh I hate myself when I'm like this
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