I feel so alone- no T for 10 days

Posted by LlurpsieNoodle on January 28, 2008, at 8:46:02

I see him tomorrow bright and early. I think I will have the guts to talk about hard stuff again. about this "forgiveness" stuff that we were talking about before X-mas break.
and h is gone too. he's gone for 2 weeks this time. until next sunday
I think I'm doing a good job holding down the homefront without much IRL support. I just wish it didn't hurt so bad
I HATE being dependent on other people, on my brain chemistry, etc.
T always says "you have to push your way through the bad times, through the bad feelings. There's no other way forward"
I've been pushing and pushing and the bright side is not revealing itself yet.
Did some self-destructive things yesterday.
I dunno. sorry to ramble
-ll

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I feel so alone- no T for 10 days LlurpsieNoodle 1/28/08
Re: I feel so alone- no T for 10 days » LlurpsieNoodle rskontos 1/28/08
Re: I feel so alone- no T for 10 days » LlurpsieNoodle sunnydays 1/28/08
Re: I feel so alone- no T for 10 days » rskontos LlurpsieNoodle 1/28/08
Re: I feel so alone- no T for 10 days » LlurpsieNoodle Phillipa 1/28/08
Re: I feel so alone- no T for 10 days » LlurpsieNoodle muffled 1/28/08
Re: I feel so alone- no T for 10 days » LlurpsieNoodle ClearSkies 1/28/08
T in hospital :( » ClearSkies LlurpsieNoodle 1/28/08
Re: I feel so alone- no T for 10 days » ClearSkies Phillipa 1/28/08
Re: I feel so alone- no T for 10 days » sunnydays LlurpsieNoodle 1/28/08
Re: I feel so alone- no T for 10 days » muffled LlurpsieNoodle 1/28/08
Re: I feel so alone- no T for 10 days » ClearSkies LlurpsieNoodle 1/28/08
Re: I feel so alone- no T for 10 days » Phillipa ClearSkies 1/28/08
Re: I feel so alone- no T for 14 days » Phillipa LlurpsieNoodle 1/28/08
sorry above post for ? not phillipa specifically (nm) » LlurpsieNoodle LlurpsieNoodle 1/28/08
Re: I feel so alone- no T for 14 days » LlurpsieNoodle ClearSkies 1/28/08
Re: I feel so alone- no T for 10 days » LlurpsieNoodle rskontos 1/28/08
Re: I feel so alone- no T for 14 days » ClearSkies LlurpsieNoodle 1/28/08
Re: I feel so alone- no T for 10 days » rskontos LlurpsieNoodle 1/28/08
Re: I feel so alone- no T for 10 days » LlurpsieNoodle rskontos 1/28/08
Re: I feel so alone- no T for 10 days JoniS 1/29/08
Re: I feel so alone- no T for 18 days LlurpsieNoodle 1/30/08
(((((Llurpsie))))) I'm sorry :-( (nm) » LlurpsieNoodle jammerlich 1/30/08
Re: (((((Llurpsie))))) I'm sorry :-( » jammerlich LlurpsieNoodle 1/30/08
Re: I feel so alone- no T for 18 days » LlurpsieNoodle Dinah 1/30/08
Re: I feel so alone- no T for 18 days » Dinah llurpsienoodle 1/30/08
Re: I feel so alone- no T for 14 days » ClearSkies llurpsienoodle 1/30/08
I SEE T TODAY!!!! » llurpsienoodle Llurpsienoodle 2/4/08
Re: I SEE T TODAY!!!! » Llurpsienoodle rskontos 2/4/08

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