Posted by LlurpsieNoodle on November 22, 2007, at 8:44:52
In reply to Re: this has been coming on for a couple days now » llurpsienoodle, posted by RealMe on November 21, 2007, at 23:04:21
Thank you all for your kind advice. I am always amazed how much thought and heart goes into replies to my pitiful threads.
Maybe one of the things that will help is for me to write about it in my journal to practice telling T.
I just have to be careful not to get too introspective. introspection leads to self-destruction, unless I'm in that safety zone of the comfy couch.
The problem is that I have been alone with this for so long that I feel like Gollum hoarding his precious, even as it destroys him.
I will respond to you all individually if I get a chance to today. I dunno if that's realistic, but I'll try.
I hope you all have happy thanksgivings. turkey stupor and stuffed with stuffing.
-Ll
ps I made it through the night without incident. well ...some crying and I had to explain to h that T was pretty hard today. I didn't elaborate, but he gave me a hug and snuggled me (((((h)))))
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