Posted by rjlockhart on July 15, 2007, at 1:02:09 [reposted on July 15, 2007, at 14:21:43 | original URL]
Yes Tonight i am very out of my mind,
im not crazy but i need to tell you something that since i dont go to a psychologist i will tell it psychobabble.
There have been many people in life that have done me wrong, and i have had it. Now if your getting bored reading this fine, go to another post.
I really have a split side of me that no one knows, it has been created mainly because of emotions.
What im about to tell you, my anger has turned into insanity. Now i want you to tell me for a fact that im not insane, YOU TELL ME FOR A FACT THAT ITS NOT ME ITS JUST IN MY MIND! YOU TELL ME THAT!
There, i cant i am dealing with both anger and emotions here. People in life have made me treated like a matt, which is my f*cking name by the way.
There is a person that has made fun of me at work, and many others, and then they give me a stare. I have given a intense stare back exept i see that person's blood. Now thats over and done with. But im serious the evil eye can take you bad places, i took care of that person corperatly through the GAP. But i can you, she has humliated and riducled me, and really i need advice before i go to some website about revenge and advice on how to get her back. This is not anyhting serious to worry about, im just out of my mind with madness.
Now i want to tell you that i am trying to stay as sane as i can. And i dont have evil intentions but towards the people that have done, riduculed me, maybe its my perception of it, and thats what makes me this way. I have many friends, but in my perceptions they are backstabbing immature, spoiled hippocrites. I sound like a person thats "alone" no i have friends, but im telling you that this is my "other" side. Im very nice even if they are *ssholes, but in my head, i pray to god they get revenge.
Now this all started with one small thing about my stepdad telling me what i not to do when im 20 years old.
I have so many secrets i want to tell but they are to personal and they would make me look bad.
I need your help and support from here. Please
M
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thread:769712
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