Posted by slugdoo on July 15, 2007, at 12:53:25
I renamed my self slugpoo, didn't think slug-sh*t would be allowed, and I couldn't think of anything worse than a slug.
My feelings are hurt, so depressed, and just tired of trying. I want to issolate myself, and babble is doing a good job of that, since very little people seem to care to even respond to my heart felt posts. I wish I could have a babble name of ( ), so everyone can just fill in the blank on what they think of me.
I always say I am leaving, but I seem to come back, but things feel different here. I dont' seem to fit in, I don't think people really like me here. So in a way I am not leaving babble, but babble is leaving me.
I am glad I have T tomorrow, but it isn't over this, but at least I know he cares, even if I pay him to. I just want to cry. I want to hide in woods because I have no where safe to go. If it wasn't for my kids, I would now be gone. I have nothing else to live for anymore. Forgiveness doesn't seem to be in everyone vocabulary. I thought only amish "shunned", I was wrong.
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thread:769687
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