Posted by Daisym on May 3, 2007, at 23:09:07
In reply to Re: Extreme Honesty -- really long, posted by annierose on May 3, 2007, at 22:41:22
Can you just call him for me and vouch for me? We will be checking in, as hard as that feels right now. He said it is as much for his peace of mind as it is for support for me. It is really hard to keep being honest and not lie and say it is all better.
It is amazing to me that all these intense feelings sit side-by-side. Love and hate, though for different people and different things.
We talked about being a mom and being suicidal. I wonder what kind of parent I am, when I feel like this. What kind of mother wants to abandon her child? He tells me that I'm a good mom in a hard place and that actually it is the child in me wanting to abandon the pain. I wish I could kill off just the pain. It just doesn't work like that.
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