Posted by Honore on May 2, 2007, at 16:58:37
In reply to surge of icky feelings **triggers**, posted by LlurpsieNoodle on May 2, 2007, at 16:12:57
Ugh, Llurps. I really do know how unbearable that feeling is-- if it helps you could print out another draft and burn it-- or tear it to shreds, so as not to start a forest fire.
I've destroyed a number of drawings that I'd worked on a lot just because I had to stop when they were too icky, and I couldn't stand to have them there in the world like that. It was like a part of me was too ugly to live.
I'm not sure what to do, ever-- other than destroy them-- which you by no means should do-- I'm glad it's turned in-- maybe burn it in effigy-- well, not burn (see above, forest fires).
And I'm so so sorry about your family, and everything you've have to go through. Isn't there some music that would help. Some Mahler--or Bruckner? Or Schubert?
Will you tell what your pdoc suggested? maybe it's not the worst idea?
Would a few extra hugs help? cause you can have them.
Honore
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