Posted by corafree on November 26, 2006, at 17:55:30
In reply to Re: Agoraphobic No shower/brush teeth. Don't care :(, posted by Phillipa on November 22, 2006, at 18:31:48
It's Sunday eve mountain time.
Thank you all for your suggestions. I can't post the same message on two boards P.
I will call my P tomorrow, but truly I haven't a clue what to say to him. I feel like I cannot communicate effectively about how I feel. I can't discern one drug from the other as to the culprit. I'm so confused. I don't think Eff-XR was helping to begin with ... I don't think I felt anything diff' when began Provigil ... and Valium just puts me to sleep sometimes, ... It's all hazy, unclear. I have just 'moments' to convey 'how I feel' and I feel like saying 'I just feel like sh*t!' and don't know why. It may be missing my father. It may be circumstances in my life. It may be Eff-XR or living on Valium 24/7. I am taking as prescribed by him. Not messin' w/ things myself. I do have an order for quite a lot of blood tests. I've been anemic forever, and who knows what else might show up .. something I hope. I thought I would go tomorrow. It feels sort of like I have 'chronic fatigue'. I've never fallen asleep easily, but lately I just sleep, sleep, and more sleep, after doing nothing! I'm so sorry I couldn't respond until now. I was busy planning T-day dinner, then when everyone arrived I went to lie down just a bit, and they tried to wake me, 3 times, and I just kept saying 'bye' I guess. I awoke @ 3a and well, Thanksgiving was over. Then I slept all day yesterday and woke up @ 10:30a today, not knowing what day it is. My ex had to come to Thanksgiving too. I think more of my children than myself and want them to be happy. So, he comes w/ them. I mean, he's grandpa to the four babies too. I think somewhere inside that bothers me too. And on and on and on I go ... don't even know 'where' I am.
thankuLord3babble, cf
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