Posted by rubenstein on May 27, 2006, at 22:20:02
In reply to Is thinking of sucide a bad thing? Trigger, posted by happyflower on May 27, 2006, at 21:12:53
> I think about it all the time too. I can't control the thoughts....I guess they aren't bad but they are ahrd to deal with sometimes. I have been thinking of you, hope you are well
rachelI mean, like I saw my dad die and he was in terrible physical pain and after he died he looked so peaceful. They don't allow animals to go through that much suffering.
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> I told my T (my last message) that I deceide to live in this f*cked up world. Yes I was in a dark place.
> Well I was thinking about how I would do it peacefully with taking my kids with me so they wouldn't have to suffer anymore either. We could just fall asleep together. Now I don't think I would ever do this but have you ever thought about how you would if you wanted to? Is this a bad sign? Is it okay to think about? I am okay right now, but what if I wasn't and I had enought living, I wonder if it would be a bad thing to put the end to my suffering.
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