Posted by LadyBug on May 17, 2006, at 17:53:32
In reply to I called him today and left a message, posted by happyflower on May 17, 2006, at 16:27:53
Wow Happyflower, I'm shocked at his responce. My T would never ignore my pain and tell me I'd have to suffer it till next week. She'd stay after hours to see me or at least make an arrangement to call me in the evening until I was feeling better about things. I'd feel just like you do right now. I don't blame you for wanting to quit. I don't want to go to my appointment tomorrow night because all we end up talking about is the termoil I'm in. I end up crying and wanting to die. And it got scary last week. I wanted to end it all. I know it isn't her, or the therapy process either. How is therapy going to help me at this point in my life? It just makes me want to curl up on my therapist's lap and have her protect me from the hurt I have and help me heal completly. I want her to take away my pain, just love me, take me home, and she can't! But I hold on to this wish that she will!!! I keep going, hoping sub-consiciously that she will love me to death! It's so hard. I'm so sorry you are in so much pain and he didn't help you. I'm here for you, I know it's not the same, but I do understand and care a bunch.
(((((((Happyflower))))))) Keep in touch here ok! I'll be thinking and wondering how you are so let me know ok? thanks
LadyBug
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