Posted by special_k on March 31, 2006, at 21:20:14
In reply to Re: I need to do something... » special_k, posted by Dinah on March 31, 2006, at 20:17:10
> I wish I had something useful to offer you, but I just don't.
hey. thats okay. i know i'm very draining :-( because it is hard to know what to say :-( i know i used to post a lot of the 'saga' to psychology... the whole trying to get a therapist thing. it used to be so hard for me. there would be hope and then it would be gone and i'd be so very upset so very upset. and then there would be hope. and round and round i would go.
and i know he was blocked and shouldn't have been posting... and i know a lot of people felt hurt by a lot of what he said...
but scambuster really helped me work through some stuff and come to believe that i really didn't need a therapist and most therapists do more harm than good and i don't need one and i don't want one.
and i can almost believe it... most of the time... but truth be told i've been looping out rather since my last block here... transference... memories... back to when i was a kid. and i've been struggling a lot since then. a lot. and it is getting on top of me. and thse boards have helped me so veyr much and i don't know what i would have done without them... really i don't. but i think i need to get some hlep irl too because otherwise this sh*t... is going to lead to my getting blocked again and i might loop out really bad... need to try and get some help irl need to try and process some of those memories... the memories.. those are what is killing me. the memories and the ruminations and the feelings. and it is so hard.
but then in therapy... waht are the chances it is gonna be helpful to talk about this stuff anywasy???
> But I do offer my support, and a shoulder if you need it (although I've been a raving lunatic as often as not the last few days).
thanks dinah
((((((((((((((((dinah))))))))))))))
sorry i haven't noticed you being a raving lunatic...
i was too busy being one of my own...> I hope you're able to find somethng to help.
thank you.
me too.
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