Posted by daisym on March 30, 2006, at 15:23:09
I dreamed I raped my therapist.
There it is. I wrote. I know I have to tell him, but how do you tell him this? I sort of remember the details --
I was late and scared and the hallways were dark. I walked into the office of the group therapist but I was going to see my therapist. I was shaking I was so angry. I don't think I had a weapon, I honestly don't know what came next, but the next horrible, horrible picture is me raping my therapist. Only -- I was a guy. I was me, but I wasn't me, I was a man. So the rape was even worse because I, well, I can't even write that part.
The only other part I remember is standing outside in the dark hallway shouting back, "I told you I was evil." And crying.
Have I completely gone off the deep end now? I'm so depressed today.
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