Posted by fairywings on January 9, 2006, at 18:54:48
In reply to Re: I know this is going to sound stupid **trigger** » fairywings, posted by Poet on January 9, 2006, at 18:35:44
> I felt way more depressed. I felt even more like a complete therapy failure. Calling her to say I wanted to come back was hard, because I was judging myself for having failed at something. She wasn't judging me, I was judge, jury and the executioner.***You and I are so the same. I feel like a failure admitting I need help, admitting there's anything wrong. I know I'd have the same experience.
> She looked happy to see me. I can't believe anybody would look happy to see me, especially somebody who only hears me whine and complain
***You're always so sweet, I would love an IRL friend like you Poet.
> I hate it, too. I hate feeling vulnerable. I hate feeling dependent on my therapist.
***Yeah, it all feels so sad, and overwhelming, and lonely.
> Safe cyber hugs to you ((((FW))))
You too (((Poet))) Thanks.
fw
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