Posted by Poet on January 9, 2006, at 18:35:44
In reply to Re: I know this is going to sound stupid **trigger** » Poet, posted by fairywings on January 9, 2006, at 12:07:36
Hi Fairywings,
> ***Were you depressed?
I felt way more depressed. I felt even more like a complete therapy failure. Calling her to say I wanted to come back was hard, because I was judging myself for having failed at something. She wasn't judging me, I was judge, jury and the executioner.
> ***She's very kind, I'm sure many T's get ppl quitting alot, it's very difficult to put yourself through something like this voluntarily.
She looked happy to see me. I can't believe anybody would look happy to see me, especially somebody who only hears me whine and complain
> Yeah, I guess the scary feelings mean there's something going on, and that's supposed to be good, but you know what? I hate it.
I hate it, too. I hate feeling vulnerable. I hate feeling dependent on my therapist.
Safe cyber hugs to you ((((FW))))
Poet
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