Posted by alexandra_k on August 29, 2005, at 3:30:01
In reply to Re: One step foward, however fr*gging many steps back » alexandra_k, posted by Damos on August 29, 2005, at 0:06:45
Yeah. I think it is going to be option c as well.
So here is how the story goes...
Registrar gets a pile of file histories dumped on him: welcome to your new caseload.
And so my last assessment says: working with registrars reinforces my dissociation.
Registrar thinks 'if I work with her I'll make her worse' and thus makes the ethical decision to get me the hell out of there soon as possible.
And there it is.
Accept it...
Best I can...
And move on...What my t said...
What my t said that was hard...
Was 'why the hell are you going?'
And I could see that what she was getting at was:
'Why are you giving them the power?'
And why am I?
I can't tell whether I'm being cautious with the attachment thingimie for a legit reason
Or whether I'm doing my usual half there half not there thing
Avoiding
Because I'm afraid
Where that isn't so justified by the present situation.It can be really hard to figure out when to trust yourself
And when not to.
Crap
crap
crap
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