Posted by pinkeye on July 27, 2005, at 20:54:32
In reply to Re: still me..., posted by Jadah on July 27, 2005, at 20:45:28
Hi Jadah,
After reading your posts, I really feel that your relationship with your T is worth every bit of it.. Don't care about ethics and society and what people would say etc.. Just go for it and have as much fun as possible when you still have time ok?With your cancer, and other issues, I think it is Great that your T skipped his ethical responsibilites and made an exception with you.. AFter all, the final judgement should be based on life's values, rather than ethics and morality right???
So I am all in support of you - Go for it. But brace yourself in case it ends.. Develop other support systems and develop more self fulfilling things.
> I really believe that I am still alive today b/c of my T. Its funny, in the beginning of our relationship I was actively suicidal. If it wasnt for our THERAPUTIC relationship- I would without a doubt be dead right now. Without our PERSONAL relationship, I couldnt have fought cancer, made it through my surgeries.... I would have given up. See the irony here? Its funny how when you are depressed suicide can often feel like the only way out, dying is the only thing you want to do BUT when you get seriously ill, you start to appreciate life and all you want to do is live... Cherish every moment.
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