Posted by happyflower on May 11, 2005, at 15:23:53
In reply to Re: Sick memories of my mom*could trigger* » happyflower, posted by pinkeye on May 11, 2005, at 15:10:03
Oh, I am really fine. I have accepted it , I can't change it. It is up to me to go on and have a happy life. I have stopped the cycle of abuse. I love my kids, they will never live the childhood that I did. They are hugged and told they are loved everyday. I was never hugged or told I was loved. After receiving the unmarked packages from my mom for my kids, it cause me to have PTSD. That is what brought me to therapy in Jan. I know my childhood sounds bad, and it was, but I have dealt with most of it, and have healed myself. My T is really surprised by how well I have grown up with the kind of childhood I had. He totally supports me shutting my life off with my mom. He said she is one of the sickest examples of emotional, physical, and neglect he has ever seen in his 30 years of being a T. If I can get through all of this, you all can too! I am doing so much better, I feel like I am floating with happiness now. Thanks to my T, I really know what happiness is. I love my kids and DH and they are my sunshine in my life. I am starting a whole new family tree.
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