Posted by pinkeye on February 10, 2005, at 13:43:50
In reply to Re: thanks all » pinkeye, posted by Dinah on February 10, 2005, at 13:22:15
> Well, no need to feel envious in my case. It certainly wasn't something that happened right away. I just plugged away at it.
Thanks Dinah. I am not so much envious.. I just wish I could have been so certain that my T liked me too. I liked him a lot and I understand he doesn't have to like me and all but it is still very hard. Especially this is the person who knows everything about you, and if they don't like you, maybe I am not such a likeable person at all. It doesn't bother me sometimes that much, other times it hurts me a lot - like today. It feels so pathetically sad that all these years I have been telling everything about me to a person who doesn't even like me a little bit.