Posted by alexandra_k on February 4, 2005, at 17:47:21
In reply to Re: false hope » alexandra_k, posted by Daisym on February 4, 2005, at 10:46:17
Yeah, I just feel so very tired at the moment.
I have been fighting a long time...
But there is only so much I can do by myself.
Even if I get someone on side there is still only so much they can do.With funding comittees that prioritise according to need it means that one can sit on the agenda without coming up for the meeting for years. You can't appeal a decision that hasn't been made yet.
I figure they wait for people to die or move on.
Stonewalled.
Apparantly this lady has already offered to treat me - but she lives too far away for me to see her. I should ask her if she wants to become an e-therapist. I am serious... Maybe I will...
But who knows. They could just be more kind but meaningless words.
The trouble is the more I fight the more they take that to confirm borderline me who hasn't shown any improvement...
They don't understand that they can't say that I haven't improved with treatment (which is why I shouldn't get any more) and that I am too highly functioning (which is why I don't need it) both at the same time.
But then it seems that I have a lesson to learn about public health system logic. Because it seems as though they can say that. They can and they do and there is nothing I can do or say about it. Or they agree 'in theory' but nothing ever changes as a consequence of that.
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