Posted by alexandra_k on February 4, 2005, at 17:38:55
In reply to Re: false hope » alexandra_k, posted by gardenergirl on February 4, 2005, at 7:25:32
Yeah. I guess I was wary of him before because he has misled me on numerous occasions now. He says he will do something and doesn't do it as well. Again and again and again. Things like turning his phone off in sessions etc. But now it is completely shattered. I believe he is and was well intentioned but I don't trust him.
I think crying is on the cards. I don't feel angry, just sad. But then I guess I have been a bit intolerant on the boards lately, so maybe thats where my anger got to...
I really don't have much hope / trust for the assessment. This isn't the only clinician who has broken my trust. At least he hasn't gotten too defensive and taken that out on me (yet), but I am wary...
That is what is hard about the assessment. I have had issues with trust for a long time. My years in the service haven't helped me learn to trust clinician's particularly. But I know I need to disclose for the assessment to be of any benefit.
Better study up on why it is cost effective for them to treat me.
I so hate this.
I feel manipulative.
But I don't see what else I can do.
I don't see what else is to be done.Thank you for your kind words.
And for the hug.
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