Posted by rainbowbrite on January 23, 2005, at 18:02:53
I just need to let this out. I am really scared, I don't know what is happening to me right now. i was told these were symptoms of depression but i am hoping it is something else. I am so scared! I feel like i can't swallow, I hurt inside. I feel really empty and hollow adn like there is noone out there that understands what is happening to me. I am so sad and my hands are tremoring and i don't know why. I feel lost and i was hit so hard with this yesterday, im tring so hard not to think negatively but i can't snap out of it! im stuck in a hole somewhere and i can't get out. It is so aeful right now. It has been a really long time since ive been depressed so i am panicking. all noise is much louder it seems thatn normal and i feel like im not here??? i can't explain it. is this normal/ will i feel better soon. I am nauseous as well. this probably isn't even making sense, i just needed to reach out to someone cause i feel incredibly alone right now and very unfamilar with what is happening. ive been sad before tons of times but this is WAY different. im thinking and physically feeling different. thanks for reading
rain
poster:rainbowbrite
thread:446385
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