Posted by messadivoce on December 17, 2004, at 2:52:00
In reply to Re: Backsliding(way- too long) » messadivoce, posted by 10derheart on December 17, 2004, at 1:53:30
Thanks for remembering that yes, I did see my T today. As much as I was dreading today's session, it turned out to be much more positive than I anticipated. We talked more about my family and my boyfriend and our plans for the future. Some tough stuff stuff but really reminded me of how much I have in him. I'm quite lucky and she agreed.
As you know, I wrote a letter to my old T and I did work up the courage to read it today to my new T. It is three pages hand written but she sat there for all of it and when I was done she seemed very impressed. She told me it was beautifully stated. I had concluded it by saying that I hoped he would honor it with a thoughtful response, and that he is better with words than me. My T told me today that she thinks I write better than him. :-) Which may be true, but he most certainly has the advantage with the spoken word. I'm a terrible speaker, especially for someone who's spent half her life onstage. I can communicate the words of others better than my own. But that's another post.
Anyway, it felt good to read it to her and I'm planning on sending it to my old T right after Christams. Kind of appropriate with New Year's coming, don't you think? Out with the old...
Anyway, sleep tight my dear and keep in touch.
Voce
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