Posted by Fallen4MyT on December 1, 2004, at 21:57:19
In reply to Re: Feeling sad or something like it..T session, posted by BigFish on December 1, 2004, at 13:26:15
Hi BigFish and thank you....Most of the time my T will say the usual junk on how to reach him and when he will be back and so on, this time he was just blah and acted it the whole session kind of. He also opened the window and it is like cold here :) maybe he is ill but :*( He also just ended kind of abruptly he usually allows me to go way over if we feel like it other clients or not. I had to wait a half hour he is like that. And yes, you recall correcty I am in love still with T and he know and well :D still this was a huge bummer...If he had shut the door in my face I would have freaked out at him but that sad face woud help lol....I half thought of emailing him we keep in touch or of cancelling and not going back it just seemed like he was bored with me or hates me or don't want to see me or something...maybe cause I cut my sessions way back but :(
> I can completely relate, Fallen. Every session before break has been bad over the 10 months I've been seeing my T. Once he even shut the door in my face right as I was saying "bye." [I didn't imagine it either]. He looked sad so I'm giving him the benefit of the doubt. I am always left feeling empty, lonely, and unliked. Daisy is right, it's no reflection on his feelings for you. If I remember correctly, didn't you have a big crush on/were in love with your T? Is that still true?
> Hang in there and know it's not about you.
> > My session today has to last two weeks and it just left me feeling like he didn't hear, see or know me :( I am having issues with holidays and usually he answers you on things and so on but today he seemed distant and blah and left me feeing..unseen :*(