Posted by shrinking violet on September 10, 2004, at 10:17:08
In reply to Re: God I hurt.... » shrinking violet, posted by Susan47 on September 9, 2004, at 20:25:42
>> Sometimes when I think about the burden I am, I'm filled with self-loathing but I just can't afford to feel that way so mostly I try to ignore my emotional neediness.
I can relate to this sooo much. I'm so sorry this is so hard for you; I can only hope that it will get better in time. I think it will. In the meantime, if it helps to call the machine to hear him, or/and leave and then erase messages, I think it's okay since it doesn't really intrude upon him too much (especially if the messages are erased and he doesn't know you've called). I wish I could say something to make this better for you. (((((Susan)))))
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