Posted by pantt on September 6, 2004, at 11:39:58
In reply to Re: Angry therapist » pantt, posted by Dinah on September 6, 2004, at 11:13:35
I don't know. I think he is keeping me stable but he doesn't seem able to help me change.
We have times that the relationship is just warm and comfortable and it's good to have someone that is so Known to me. I don't think I could ever trust anyone but him. But in a way that means the therapy failed because I would want to be able to trust others that was a goal of therapy.
We had some confused boundaries along the way and you can't ever really go back I don't think.
In a lot of ways he saved my life. It's just that I wanted so much more from life than just survival.
He asked me last week if I thought we could rebuild the relationship we used to have and I told him no because I was angry but really you can't go back again. Is there some way to make a new relationship that can be productive? I don't know. The last time I changed doctors I ended up in the hospital and I don't want that to happen again.
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