Posted by rs on July 27, 2004, at 6:01:57
In reply to Re: Weird? » rs, posted by daisym on July 25, 2004, at 23:09:06
Hi Daisy. Oh yes must say I have really been thinking and feeling the same thing about therapy. What do I want him to do. Honestly right now feels like there is nothing he can do. Sessions are so so hard. Never thought that so many tears are there. Friday left there so confused in tears and not sure where or what to do. He looks at me and says "Sorry this is so hard for you." You know right now the words do not mean a thing. I am really not sure if I want to even continue therapy. Will admit have such a hard time with trust etc. So many different feelings and thoughts that mine are all messed up. Feeling and remembering are painful but also lonely sometimes in a way. I am very lonely with this is some ways and that hurts. Any little thing that T says or does forget it if taken in the wrong way. He is very good but lately I really wonder if he can deal with this or really has enough experience. Not sure. I know will not find a more understanding therapist but getting confused aboout the point of experience. Make any sense to you? Hope all is well. Enjoy reading your posts. Falls has been so much help for me and she is a wonderful person.
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