Posted by smokeymadison on April 28, 2004, at 20:34:50
for all you who deal with this issue, if you feel like cutting, do you go to the hospital? i feel like it has almost become an addiction for me. for some reason unknown to me, the vicodin i was taking mixed with ambien put me in that mood in which i cut the night before last. i was in the same place last night, so i went to the hospital and they shot me full of avitan. what is this "mood" or "mindset?" it feels, for lack of better words, a very negative place. i just feel so very BAD. i suppose it is a lot of anxiety and depression compressed together. it is a place i will do anything to get out of, so i cut and it gets me out for the time being. does anyone have a better description of what they are feeling when they cut than i do? i would like to hear it.
i am trying to find other ways of getting out of that mood, or of how to prevent getting into the mood in the first place, any suggestions?
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