Posted by Pandabear on February 13, 2004, at 16:19:17
In reply to Re: Why do they do this to me? » Pandabear, posted by Crooked Heart on February 13, 2004, at 3:27:34
Ok so, I didnt do like i should have according to my psychiatrist... I called my therapist...I just wanted to talk to her about what my psychiatrist was wanting me to (Seeing how long i can go without talking to my therapist)..I left a message and the receptionist called me this morning and was confirming my appt for monday and then told me that my therapist was out of the office until monday...I told her it was ok and to just disregard the message and I would talk to her on Monday. I just wanted to talk to her before the weekend about this. I already have sooo much to talk to her about I didnt want to add another thing.. Being that it is Valentines Day tomorrow, my mind has been preoccupied at work so it isnt like im spending time thinking about how i wish i could talk to her..but that isnt to say that i havent been doing so previously...I cannot stand myself..Im so annoying...its no wonder I am so difficult to get along with...I have too many personal issues to deal with..I wish I wasnt like the way that I am...I feel so out of place..I know I was made the way I am for a reason but it bothers me because I have never known what it was about me that others didnt like and now that Im realizing it ..I DONT EVEN LIKE MYSELF..yet I dont want to change and Im finding it hard to change no matter what I do...:( Oh well.
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