Posted by Elle2021 on November 24, 2003, at 0:38:43
In reply to Re: Another question » Elle2021, posted by Dinah on November 23, 2003, at 7:06:46
> Is it being borderline or being diagnosed borderline that distresses you more?
Thats a tough question! It's a paradox really. In one way, I am comforted by knowing that there is a good reason for my behaviour, but at the same time, scary because I know there is something wrong with me. The borderline moods are a direct source of the majority of my problems. I get my feelings hurt easily, I take *everything* personally (which you may have noticed in one of my other posts to a certain poster you simply said, see you later or something like that in French). Another big problem is black and white thinking. I do not believe I will get past this. I really can't see the grey that other people see. For me it's either right or wrong...very binary if you know what I mean. Sometimes, I think I could easily fit other disorders, particularly PTSD. I have trouble talking to my therapist about anything, literally. Which is starting to make him upset with me. Probably the reason he wants to "cancel" the sessions so often. Probably figures his time is better spent with someone else. Ahh...
Elle
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