Posted by Sebastian on September 4, 2003, at 22:28:29
Why does this affect my life so much now. The problem was I never could talk to anyone about this. Anyone who would have cared. Anyone who knew the guy! I've been mentaly ill for 7 years now since this happend. All my freinds prity much ignored me. People hated me! I don't even know how it happened, just that I was there?!!!! I wanted to talk about it, the police just keep questioning me, I didn't understand why I was trying to help them understand what happend so much and that my statements were going around in circles. got a lawyer. Couldn't talk anymore. The people who realy knew what happend wern't talking. I was in the dark and everyone blamed me. I was so bad I wanted to move. So I did. Life sucks! Why don't I just get over this and live a nomal life again? I want to so bad!