Posted by Sebastian on September 19, 2003, at 18:56:37
In reply to Re: My friend is dead! » Sebastian, posted by Dena on September 17, 2003, at 6:54:16
The other thing I don't understand is the illness that this/these death/s have caused. I've been ill, very ill, for 8 years now. I think it has finaly peaked but still bad. I droped out of college when I was on the honor roll because I wouldn't go to class all of a sudden. This is when the anxiety and psychosis began. Shortly after I spent in total about 1/2 year in the mental hospital, 1/2 year in the house. Later I would go through 2 more intervals of staying in the house with shere anxiety and nurotic behavior. Why did I do these things to myself? I can't live anymore without medicine; 7 years of the stuff; and I'm still sick. Everyone who suffers a death and witnessing of such an event surly doesn't go through this much remorce? do they? How long will I be sick, the rest of my life?
Sebastian
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