Posted by phidippus on October 30, 2012, at 15:25:05
In reply to Re: med update... » phidippus, posted by b2chica on October 30, 2012, at 15:00:18
>i dont know what to say.
That you're starting to have suicidal thoughts.
>how to say it.
"I'm having suicidal thoughts"
>i'm so full of energy. so full of self-disdain.i curl with the thought of letting it out. its like a shroud of death is cloaking me.
Do you hate yourself?
>to breathe easy after death comes, i want for peace of mind.
Do you really want to die? How do you know death will bring you peace?
>i've survived and fought this long, i will try to continue
You can survive even longer. I hope you continue to fight.
>when i can no longer fight off the lure of sweet death.
The lure you perceive is an illusion. You don't know what death is.
Please check yourself into an ER. I think you need to be safe now. Text your doctor and tell him that's what you're doing.
I'm here for you.
Eric
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