Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on July 14, 2012, at 22:03:34
In reply to Re: my psychologist. visits the past months » rjlockhart04-08, posted by Tomatheus on July 14, 2012, at 1:03:21
he didnt say actually an aura...when I was in rehab about 2 years ago...their was a counselor who always told me what color my aura was...it was wierd but she really cool...she usally told me I had a good aura, I surely hope that wasnt just words of flattery...
but anways...i told my doctor that places that look gloomy and grey and look like they have no life...to them usally attract my mood to feel what its feeling. It's like middle feeling...you don't really feel pain, its just numbs it out like being nartually on xanax with weed...it was just a way my mind learned to deal with reality because I've failed alot of my expectiations. It's symboled maybe for pale looking, pessimistic...like meeting the undergroud people in gotham city...dark, gloomy, sick, appears they have no lifee radiating from them. Kinda get what I'm saying?...
anways....but you know that really is a good point because I never really thought of auras...but I have read about them in spiritual stuff i was reading about a couple months ago on google but I never really linked it to a personal personality. I can have a vary happy mind...i know it...its got to be a choice to think in good terms again but the reason i think in grey terms is to keep myself from expieriencing trama, or extreme events in the past that caused much pain and distress. That's the reason I choose to think like that....but i know its sick, and I need to change my ways of thinking.
He usally descibed blue as a good color...nuertral, stable...i don't know. The term he uses for healthy spiritality is yellow...and he told me peach color is sign of living in false light...which I had colored parts of the brain and used alot of peach color....anways, i don't really want to totally rely on colors but that's subjet of the current assisgnemnt he has given me to get grey out.
Thanks for posting:)
I am not a scholar but I do understand distress.
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