Posted by B2chica on January 28, 2011, at 10:50:08
In reply to Re: took too much medication, liver effect?, posted by Willful on January 27, 2011, at 15:24:07
thanks willful. i think i agree that i think that smell is just calming to me.
i also love the smell of gasoline and oil because my dad used to own a small engine shop.i cant afford the fancy stuff i just go to hardware store and buy the gallon size.
good to know it wont hurt my brain.
oh and what a good idea! we do have an air purifier but i didnt think to put it in the room im working in, its in the next room (where the tv is) and i have it on in there. maybe i'll move it in to where i'm at but i dont want to kill the little thing with all the fumes.ya i have a friend who minored in fine arts and he always tells me about the cadmium in its toxic and teases me to not lick my fingers when i paint..lol
thanks willful
b2c.oh and both t and pdoc know about my med taking, im very open with them.
my t is ready to give up on me again say she cant help me (need hospital and stuff) but i NEED someone i can talk to about suicide. i wont do it, but i NEED to be able to talk about it without someone getting scared every other session.my pdoc called and lectured me on my txting him.
but also bluntly told me he expected more from me regarding my behavior...to be honest... all his words were Exactly what i needed to hear. that i CAN bear all my abuse history. that i lived through it but its done. its DONE. i DONT NEED to go back there.
and i CAN deal with it in the here and now.
man i need that pdoc.
see him today at 3.
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