Posted by Monica L on November 22, 2009, at 16:16:39
I'm in tears right now, I don't know what to do. This time last year I was in the pysch ward and I feel like I should just just go back again. I had so much hope in the EMSAM, I was so sure it was going to work right away, just like almost everyhting else I've tried has. Then to see that it's worked fairly quickly for others is discouraging when I'm seeing nothing at all, it's as if I'm still doing the washout and on nothing. If anything I'm a little more snappy at my kids and just want to be left alone, NO increase in energy or motivation. I hate that I have to suffer through the holidays like this. I know I just posted about this, but I need to get this out somehow. Is there anything I can take to help me get through this waiting period ? Again, it's only been 3 days, it feels like it's been weeks....I look at this patch on my skin and just laugh, I feel like it just a joke.