Posted by corafree on January 31, 2007, at 10:30:42
In reply to Re: Too sick; gonna have NB and dead mind, posted by corafree on January 31, 2007, at 9:39:09
I was just now interrupted by one of my family members.
My son came to return my bank card. I'd given it to another of my children to use Sat or Sun and she just didn't bring it right back.
I was going to see my case manager and now cannot.
They, and my fam' of origin treat me as if I chose 'not to be all that I should be and would still love to be', and now it feels like I'm just their doormat.
He said my daughter took my car.
I needed it today, to see my caseworker, to p/u medication, and 'get my hair done by someone else because I can't hold my arms up for a long time'. Why the latter? Because I was abused and my c-spine injured.
They think it is my choice to ..........
I'm a doormat or a stone to kick to the side of your path.
Why go on when all whom you've loved have no empathy at all for your physical and emotional tragedies?
Oh how I envy those who have injuries others can 'see'.
Just a couple days ago I was reminded by my mother, again, like many others in my family; the injury is my fault because I stayed too long.
brokenpissed, cf
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