Posted by corafree on January 31, 2007, at 7:27:55
In reply to Re: Too sick; gonna have NB and dead mind, posted by shadowplayers721 on January 31, 2007, at 0:25:25
Okay .. You did have one SPs ... Just like me.
Tell me please, because no one ever told me anything and no one even really knows how we almost faded away to probable insanity ...
R we at risk 4 more after having had one?
Did u suffer any perm. damage, any little thing?
RU receiving proper followup treatment?
RU receiving maintenance anti-anxiety med?The hospitals are full re: suicidal ideation or attempts. U have to be suicidal to get in.
No one seems to believe saying 'you're feeling you're having another NB' means anything other than 'you're just wiggin' out for a bit'.
There's so much ignorance. I've grown tired of trying to convince them how very serious this is.
I tried elicit help early on. But, .. everyone was too busy, or said I was trying to get attention, or helping me would be to enable me, and some haven't even responded.
So now, these past few days, I've grown 'very bitterly angry w/ their complacency and pacifity' 2 see my life be so endangered.
I'm feeling completely unloved and not worth receiving proper help and care, and also feelin' maybe I've had about enough of this pain/life.
I live and give and love, but when I ask 'can I please have some too? I hear 'no don't bother us'.
SPLAYERS respond please.
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